Primitive Christianity Revived, Again
I had the privilege of meeting again with my best seeker of God last week. We got together at 8:30 in the evening and he began to talk about his walk with God that week.
Sometime later I looked at my watch and much to my surprise it was midnight. Chuck was questioning me about an emergency that had occurred two days before, and in the middle of the event Chuck asked God for instructions. And he said that . . . he did not wait for the voice of God to guide him . . . he just called 911. He was beating himself up over the event . . . telling me how he had failed a test from God.
I was at a loss for words for encouragement for about ten seconds . . . Chuck looked at me with a puzzling look. And then God spoke to me . . . and I repeated the words that I heard. God is perfect, but he does not demand perfection from us. His only requirement is love.
Chuck setback and let out a sigh of relief. And then he said . . . you didn't know the answer . . . until God told you . . . and you didn't focus on looking for the answer . . . because . . . you were focused on God. You had no intention on looking wise to impress me . . .
I said with a laugh "I'm not that smart . . . love doesn't try to impress people with knowledge. "
And how does God tell you when it's time to call 911 without asking?
I know we desperately need to stop living our lives as if we were isolated beings, as if we could truly do anything whatsoever apart from God. And I agree that the practice of asking God to clarify all decisions is a good one.
I also insist that God did not create us to be finger-puppets. We need to (somehow-- I have trouble working this out, as much as anyone!) keep in mind that greater wisdom than our own is constantly available for consultation-- and to use that source of wisdom
but [oy, the endless Forrestian buts!]
that divine wisdom is also at work in all the faculties we've been given.
We recognize where God's wisdom transcends our own-- by the very discernment God manifests as "our own."
I'm not sure how to apply the "God has come to teach his people Himself" metaphor... but to me it suggests a more modern classroom than the one George Fox had in mind. Where the Teacher wants the students to show some interest in working out the subject matter themselves-- so that their minds can be prepared to better follow his teaching.
[Just say "No!" to oversimplification!]
I dunno about Forrestian "buts," but I sure do get a kick out of Forrestian "oys"!
There is room for waiting and acting instantly, both. I believe that being firmly rooted in God gives us strength to act immediately. I wouldn't say that God is missing from the action.
And there are times that God would ask us to use our own minds to puzzle out a problem. Just last week, in meeting for worship, I asked the Eternal Guide for help with a burden, even though I had experienced God removing that burden from me already. After waiting for some time, I received an answer: I was to go do some homework, and determine for myself what I liked about this burden that I would prefer to keep picking it back up.
That is a dance between us and God. We are not automatons, although sometimes our instructions are clear and demand immediate and joyful obedience. Don't we get chosen for special tasks because God knows our gifts, which God gave to us?
~Still carrying the burden, but now I know why. I'll wear it as long as I can (oy!).
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