Cathy Barney's Blog (92)

A place for all

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When was the last time ...



That phrase has been echoing in my head awhile, first about my…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 3rd mo. 12, 2012 at 12:55pm — No Comments

God's gaze of pure love

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Added by Cathy Barney on 3rd mo. 8, 2012 at 1:18pm — No Comments

Re-finding the divine within

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Added by Cathy Barney on 3rd mo. 5, 2012 at 11:39am — No Comments

The moment between bars

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My week has been full of opposites, reminding me how I vacillate and that we all are works in progress.…



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Added by Cathy Barney on 2nd mo. 24, 2012 at 3:57pm — No Comments

When God swoops in

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What's the hardest thing you ever been asked to or felt compelled to do? I believe mine, so far in this life, is just beginning. Perhaps the hardest and the simplest, in that I am following my heart,…
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Added by Cathy Barney on 2nd mo. 21, 2012 at 11:00am — No Comments

Take 20 and call on me ... anytime

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This morning, after a swim and before I sat down to do some work, I worried myself into some centering prayer. I have been trying to make it a somewhat regular (almost daily) practice because it sets a much…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 2nd mo. 14, 2012 at 12:34pm — No Comments

The purity of clearness in community

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In 12 years of being Quaker and participating in as many clearness…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 2nd mo. 11, 2012 at 2:57pm — 3 Comments

Quiet giant

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I want to rail ... rail that someone I consider a rock is suffering. I just don't understand this kind of pain and why it's inflicted so randomly. The phrase shit happens comes to mind, but that does not begin to cover the scope…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 2nd mo. 11, 2012 at 2:54pm — No Comments

Where ministry meets livelihood

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Yesterday was sandwiched between a traditional Bible study and a new women's group on astrology and archetypes. Could I have chosen anything more different? One is an ongoing study of Luke that my mother initiated…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 2nd mo. 5, 2012 at 7:40pm — No Comments

Message from the center

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Added by Cathy Barney on 1st mo. 30, 2012 at 10:58am — No Comments

Death of the false self

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In a dream, I am sitting at the end of several rows of stackable chairs whispering something in God’s ear, then I slump back , clearly dead. I don’t know my exact words, but I release something and I…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 1st mo. 25, 2012 at 3:00pm — No Comments

Synchronicity of simplicity

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As I was grabbing a few things to pack for this retreat, I uncovered the Journal of [Quaker] John Woolman and decided to leave it behind as I…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 1st mo. 24, 2012 at 2:30pm — 4 Comments

Lost identity or blank canvas?

Self-portrait in ink done when I was about 17


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Added by Cathy Barney on 1st mo. 20, 2012 at 5:51pm — 4 Comments

Presently detached

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Not only am I beginning to see my life as a metaphor, I am experiencing it that way and I wonder if this is real detachment.

This perspective of symbolism has been eeking its way in for awhile,…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 1st mo. 17, 2012 at 3:01pm — No Comments

Threes are more interesting

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In a recent Bible study, I could not keep myself from asking, "What, exactly, is the Holy Spirit?" when the group sped through (well, at least I thought so) a discussion of the Trinity. You could have heard a pin drop. I had anticipated the reaction, but could not help myself. I've never really been able to understand it. I know the intellectual…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 1st mo. 10, 2012 at 7:47pm — No Comments

When the hatches aren't battened

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So many ideas, thoughts and concepts are converging in my head, all mixed up and crying for attention. I'm uncertain where to turn…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 1st mo. 6, 2012 at 3:12pm — 3 Comments

Surrender, Cathy

A New Year and new thoughts crowd out the pattern of itching to busy myself after a long holiday season. That's a good thing.

 

My family witnessed my whirlwind-organizing-and-pitching campaign over the past week. They, mostly, stayed out of my way. I have had rare weeks of good, solid sleep. As a result, I would bound out of bed ahead of anyone else and not stop until my head hit the pillow at night. I have been so productive…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 1st mo. 4, 2012 at 10:17am — No Comments

Water as surrender

My Swimmer, based on Picasso's/paper on pastel ©2011 Cathy Barney

 

Water, for me, really does have living qualities. It has taught me much about spirituality; particularly trust, patience, rhythm and surrender.

 

TRUST

To some degree, you do have to trust the water to hold you. You must…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 12th mo. 29, 2011 at 10:30am — No Comments

Held somewhere else

 

Tried NOT to dwell on the thought that I needed a second mammogram all of last week and I did well in not keeping it front and center, but it did gnaw a bit, always at the back of my mind. I presume that's natural. This is the third time in 12 years I've been called back. Each time I worry a little less, telling myself it was ok last time, but remembering my mother's sister who died of breast…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 12th mo. 26, 2011 at 3:55pm — 5 Comments

I believe

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I can live a rather Scrooge-like

existence sometimes,…

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Added by Cathy Barney on 12th mo. 25, 2011 at 12:00pm — No Comments

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