Hello, Steve! The first step in spiritual growth is to admit one's own insufficiency and need. So your acknowledged "spiritual depauperation" may be a blessing, rather than an occasion for sadness. "Immediately the father of the child cried out and said with tears, 'Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief!'" (Mark 9:23-24)."
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